Thank you to all the respected members of the faculty that I had come across to. I’m very grateful for the knowledge that you have given me. But I’m troubled that what I’m looking for can’t be found in books or in any theoretical entity.
I have this feeling that I almost always failed everything that I thought I wanted.
I also have this feeling that I am never gonna be good enough.
I am really hoping I could get rid of these two feelings because it’s wastefulness. But then again, getting rid of it is not just a simple walk in the park.
I need something more than school.
